November 11, 2025 My Beloved, LukeI’m making this lovemail for you to read when you miss me or when you’re bored. It’s also a way for me to express my affection for you.
2025/08/07My Beloved Luke,I love you so much, dear. I just wanted to make this site to remind you that I'm always here for you, even if you can't feel my presence. I care for you deeply. Even if we don't talk 24/7, I think about you when I look at the moon, when I'm doing my homework, when I'm drawing, you're my last thought when I'm about to go to sleep. That love doesn't fade, and it never will.I know I've been venting about myself and life these past few days. I don't wanna burden you with my problems, but thank you for caring for me and not being scared to face every side of me, even the ugly ones. You're the warm embrace in my cold life. You're the rainbow after the storm, the flicker of light when I'm stuck in the dark abyss.Thank you for caring and looking out for me since the first time we met. I will and won't ever get tired of you, my sweet boy. I know you've been through a heartbreaking past, and I'm so proud of you for choosing to be a kind and genuine person despite it all. It makes me wanna hold you in my arms and tell you that you're safe now, because you are, and you won't have to go through it again. I wanna replace every bad memory with a loving one, i wanna make you forget about the bad things that burden you and fill you with my love and care.You've been the sweet, loving, and caring, and you didn't deserve anything cruel that this world has done to you. You are so loved and cared for, no matter what you believe, Luke. I see you, your flaws, your beauty and imperfections, how you love to type in all caps, how you love ending your words with "<3!", how you always try to cheer up, your love for mangas and manhwas, songs you relate to, your mood reflecting the moon, your taste for milk tea, and how hardworking you are with studying and chores, how you love to draw, your long and loving messages I receive every day, I see it all, and I love every single part of your body and soul. Everything about you is precious.I love learning about you, and I wish to know everything you like and dislike so that I can learn to be someone who knows you, truly. Not just infatuation, not just someone I talk to just because it's convenient, but because I genuinely care about you as a person, and I couldn't imagine a life without you now that I met you.If I could, I would hold you in my arms, cuddle you under the blanket and give you warmth while holding your hand and listening to whatever you have to say, just us, relaxing into each other's bodies as long as we want. But for now, just feel my affection, and keep in mind that you are so deeply loved by me.My sweetheart, please know that you're always in my heart. Remember, no matter what you think, I fell for you, and I care and cherish you so much more than you'll ever know, always.Yours always,
Kei
2025/08/11To my dearest, LukeI’m thinking about you, pretty boy. I always do. Yesterday, I saw the orange-flavored sunset, and today, the rose-colored sky and clouds. It reminded me of you, and I got lost in the clouds.When my mom bought me milk tea, I thought of you, because I know you love it. Or when I see someone with red hair, because I know you really want that hair color. Or... when my friend and I were talking about his trip to Japan, which I wish could happen, because I want to go there and live with you. (Hehe, agad-agad? Maybe in the future, if you want to. ^^) While I listen to a love song and you come up in my mind, I imagine you singing it to me with your guitar. (I know you’re still learning; I find that attractive because I have no idea how to use instruments…) Whenever I see matching profiles on Pinterest, pictures of ships we like, I immediately want to save them to our board. You’re the special person in my mind whenever I see a love quote. Speaking of quotes, I saw a Bible verse: 1 Corinthians 13:4-7, Luke 4:14-30. It really resonates with how I feel for you, and I especially love it because you and Luke share the same name, and this is my favorite Bible verse about love (coincidence? I think not.) In short, don’t ever doubt my care. I notice your soul and cherish everything you decide to show me, good or bad. As long as it’s you, it’s beautiful.I love how kind and considerate you are towards others — your friends, strangers, your classmates, your family, or your cat.I love your “till” cosplay; I literally have it as my wallpaper. You mentioned buying the piercings for the red-haired guy’s cosplay; if you’re comfortable enough, do show it to me. I’m curious, and I’m sure it will look amazing on you.And I love the sound of your voice. I love how soft and gentle you sound. You sound so sweet; please say my name again... just kidding. (Or not.)I really loved it when you made a Carrd for me; I saved the photos on my phone. I love every moment with you, but I love it most when you open up about your worries and vulnerabilities. I want to reassure that pretty heart of yours that you have nothing to worry about because you’re safe, you are loved, and you matter.I love it when we share photos of our lives together and end up taking something similar. Your recent pictures of the sky really looked like what I just saw earlier, but I couldn’t take a photo since I didn’t have my phone.You make me feel loved, safe, understood, and... human. I appreciate and I’m grateful for all the effort you give me every day, and I wish I had more time to reply to everything you send me. But let me say this now — I read every word, symbol, and emoji you send me, and I admire every photo you send, whether it’s edits, photographs of your life, food, your cosplays, or your adorable cat.Every day, you manage to make me fall for you even more. I feel safe with you. I’m not obsessively thinking of you every second, and I’m not ignoring or avoiding you either. I like the balance I feel with you. It feels right. Loving your soul is calm, gentle, and safe.I wish to have more free time so we can talk. I’m excited for us to buy matching accessories/jewelry/whatever you prefer <3. I’m looking forward to learning more about you and letting you know that I’m here, always.My pretty boy, I’ll go for now, as I need to deal with my responsibilities. Don’t stay up too late, eat something delicious, and stay hydrated. I’ll be right beside you. Until we talk again, my beloved Luke.With love and devotion,
Kei
2025/08/16With the list of six actual love interests I've had throughout my life whom I actually cared about, you feel different. Of course, I've had other crushes too but they were shallow, I won't count them.
I've cared about these people and of course in return had expectations and fantasies of ending up together at some point. They were usually just attraction and attachment, some with actual love. I was attached and wanted to be their partner.
Some I ended up in a relationship with, some who rejected me. Though they really all felt the same...the wish to meet someone who actually cared was on my mind.And...I did. Not the infatuation type, not the type where I'm the only one who actually loves, but actual and equal reciprocated love. I believe that this is the first time I've met someone who checks the boxes I'd desire in a partner: emotional intelligence, physical attraction, compatibility in terms of creativity and intelligence, hobbies, and interests. I wouldn't say you’re written in my fantasy but I find it a delight in knowing someone who I actually care for and love, feels the same towards me with no malice or hidden intentions, and it's not the kind where I'm the only one who gives.Of course I know what it's like to be loved platonically and romantically at some point with my past experience, which has led me to high standards... But why is it that your soul feels different? I'm not trying to idealize you, you're just unlike others.With people in the past, I was impulsive, quick to jump into feelings and fantasies, I gave all of my heart just because I "loved" them. But with you, we both already know that we aren't here to complete each other, you actually understand and care for me just as much as I care for you. It's slow, gentle, and even if it's messy or intense, still genuine and with pure intentions.I say this with certainty, of course there are flaws and imperfections with both of us and I know that and won't let love blind me this time.This type of love is something I've yearned for, but it came unexpectedly, when I wasn't looking for it. It's scary, but I trust that fate led me to your beautiful human soul. And from now on, I'll make sure to keep it safe.My Dearest, Luke, I love you.
2025/08/17I recently recalled your mole placements again. I have an obsession now, knowing you have them. I just wanna grab that pretty face of yours and kiss every mole you have on your body.I miss your presence. I'll look at the moon tomorrow to think about you. I wish I knew how you're doing, but I know you're busy. I just wanna pick you up, drive you to a hotel so it's just the two of us, cuddle and feed you your favorite food and snacks... but you know I can't cook, so we'll order takeout instead (╥﹏╥). Then we'd relax in the bathtub and I'll help you wash your back <3, help you dry your hair, and we'll wear matching PJs... then cuddle and talk to each other under the covers, warming up each other's bodies and finally sleep in each other's arms. I hope you're eating well, you need energy to do your chores and study! And get enough sleep. I hope you no longer have nightmares; tell me if you do.Having fun with your cat Ena? I hope so, she's really cute! Anyways, about your family issues, I hope things get better. I just want you to be okay, my love. You know you can tell me anything, right? It's okay.I was listening to our Spotify playlist while I did my homework and commissions ^^. I'm currently overwhelmed, but I'm so grateful to have you in my life.I miss you, let's talk again soon, alright? I know you're grounded right now, sweetheart, so take your time. I'll wait for you, no matter how long it takes. God, I miss this sweet boy so much. Take care as always, my darling.
2025/08/25To my 月,I’ve been thinking about you. Responsibilities are endless, and time is scarce. However, that isn’t stopping me from dedicating letters to you. So... read, and imagine me saying these words to you, as we look at the night sky above.I’m so grateful that I met you. I love how gently you console me while battling your own struggles. I love how sensitive and empathetic you are: to me, your friends, and your family. I admire your creative hobbies: cosplaying, photography, voice acting, sports, etc. When I’m with you, I feel loved, cared for, and most specially... safe.I’m falling in love with you. And that’s scary, because I care. How could I not? When you always cheer me up and look out for me. Instead of fleeing, you look at the imperfections and decide to accept and love me anyway. Loving your soul is as beautiful as the moon. You’d never know just how much I love you, Luke.I hope we continue to grow together. I’ll look forward to the days when I can hold you and show my affection every day — when I can wipe those pretty tears away and kiss you. I’m excited for what the future has for us, Mahal ko.Adoringly yours,
星
2025/09/18My beloved, 月
Life before you was mundane - I woke up, showered, went to school, did homework, ate, and slept. It was hollow and numb.
And you suddenly replied to my posts, writing such long and chaotic messages full of your genuine support. Then we got to know each other - And I didn't realize how hard I fell for you.
It's been 65 days since our souls came to meet and I will cherish you till the end of my life. Every message, call, voice message and photo you send makes me yearn even more for your physical form. Every thought and word you share to me is cherished, My love.
Your calming voice is music to my ears, I could listen to you for hours - talking, singing, reading, and...hehe. Your eyes that shine like the moonlight are so precious to me. Those hands of yours, your nails that are always colored beautifully by your mother... makes me wonder what it would look like once I put a marriage ring on your finger. Your lovely long hair, which I know you dislike - is still alluring. I personally find you heavenly either way, whether you have red or black hair. And your figure is the most gorgeous I've ever laid my eyes on.
I adore you. Your genuine kind soul who is full of love and mercy despite what you've gone through. You have adorable quirks and hobbies. Photography, Voice Acting, Drawing, Cosplaying, Cooking, Guitar, etc. I fully admire whenever you mention these things...seeing how excited you get is the cutest thing ever.
And when you're sad, upset, jealous, mad or can't manage to be energetic - is still so lovable to me. You're human, the struggles you've gone through are valid. I may never know what it's like to truly see you, because we only fully understand ourselves - but I firmly believe that you're so strong, precious, and that the fact that you're alive and trying is enough.
I usually don't post "duo" videos with someone specific, because these characters are very precious to me. But I associate us with them, no one else, forever. I believe that we are soulmates, as corny as that sounds. I know I've loved you in every universe, lifetime, space, timeline.
Growing older together, staying despite difficulties and challenges, caring for your soul to the fullest extent. Luke, I'm not someone who gives out my love easily, when I say I want something - I mean it. And I commit to it, this isn't just bullshit for me to sound like the perfect person, I'm being serious, because It's you, You've proven your genuine care and love That's all I need.
A dream, to live with you, to care for you everyday, it's the loveliest thing I could think of...
I'm not just in love with the idea of you - I see you, Luke. I may not be perfect but I know you aren't too, we both have flaws, but I want to try, again and again, with you - no matter how difficult it gets or how many times we try to push each other away because of our trauma and past, I'm staying, I'm not leaving you.
We both have flaws, we both get upset, but we're human and we're growing - so let's do it together.
Negativity can get involved, I know I have my own imperfections, but we both see each other for ourselves, that's worth it - you're worth it.
I usually don't write long letters like this, only with my mom and friends since childhood...but you make my affectionate and creative side come out again.
I love you Luke. ♡